Day 162 - 23 Week Results

I’m really, really, really frustrated tonight.  I’ve been really good this week and I’m up a pound and a half this week.  I don’t understand it.  I have a good theory that it’s related to yet another new medication that I started this week.  I hate that every time I start something new, it seems like it takes a couple weeks to get used to it.  I hate that I’ve been working so hard and still gained weight this week.  I just want to hide in a corner and cry.

I’m thinking the challenge today was definitely getting past the weigh in this morning and dragging my butt to yoga when all I wanted to do was cry.  But, I did.  I went to yoga and I did an hour on the bike.  I’m going on the theory that I will keep doing what I have been doing and that it will work out in the end.  I just need to force myself to keep positive and not allow myself the pity party I really, really want.

The surprise of the day was when we had our Christmas with my MIL.  It was a really nice afternoon.  We played games on the wii for a while, had dinner, and exchanged presents.  Michael actually liked his presents and had to make a thank you call right away when he opened his furby.  My MIL gave him a bird bingo game and we actually played two games.  It was just nice.

Overall, it was a good day.  I just wish I could not obsess on the scale so I could enjoy it more.  Have any of you used prog-x cream before?  Did it affect your weight when you first started it?  Can someone tell me it’s all going to be ok?